Humanbeing learns the world through experinces. It has no chance but to learn.
It learns that the world is not as beautiful as a fairy tale, not every one's caring each other.
First thing to be abandoned is 'faith'.
It cannot understand why others are using each other. Growing up means perhaps understanding these process. This thoughts make one impossible to face it's childhood, for it thinks current itself could dirt its pure inner child. And here, I say, that it is a normal process of growing. There is no dirty me and pure you.
They are both you and me.
Festival of the Mad 2009
What kind of desire do you have? What kind of try did you do for the desire.
Didn't you lose yourself in the desire?
Were you in there?
Never, forget yourself.